Everyone now a days is having a sibling, or some sort of relative in the American intrusion, the war in Iraq. And honestly- never thought about the war, not once, i thought it was moronic, idiotic, we should pull out our troops because an estimation of six thousand troops had already been killed in battle, or died of wounds, illnesses.. It never occurred to me that someone i know first handedly would join this stupid war that has ended long, long ago when our military defeated theirs. And now- My brother's joining... i mean, let's be honest, he's my older brother, he's lazy, un-motivated, steals my money ALL THE TIME, he parties pretty much EVERY night, and constantly gets high or drunk- so, erm, NOT VERY FOND OF THE BUGGAH. but even though i can pull out the things i dislike about him, and trust me.. there is TONS of stuff; I'm still kinda worried.
Not too long ago i wanted my brother out of the house, actually, it's been... YEARS since i couldn't wait for him to move out! I mean on his eighteenth birthday, i was like, FUCK YES HE'S GONNA MOOOOVE! but no, he stayed that year, that year after that, and now, he's twenty, and still living under mum's care-
all say, HOW LAME CAN YOU GET, lol. He has no life, i should say, xD. can't keep a job worth shit! bahaha, anywho, when my mum told me josh was gonna be leaving, i was like 'yeah okay what ever' because that usually 'bah-bye bitches, am off to PARTAAAY', so she refers again 'no, he's leaving' So, am all 'like what out of the house' and she nods, You have no idea how excited i was, i mean it was like YAY I'MA GO BE THE ONLY KIDDIE IN THE HOUSE NOW! But, Said he was joining the army. he already past the test, he's intelligent enough too. And probably in a week or so, he's going for new jersey or some where and getting training for eleven weeks, then eighteen in something else.
And ya say, is just training for over a year, nothings gonna happen, But- As said before, my brother's not motivated, he doesn't handle rules well, and he's very sensitive... upset him enough and he's like anyone else, and sob, If you scare him enough, he'll try to be the big man and scare you right back to you're off and away, and yeah, he'll fret of worry, fear. If he doesn't make it, the training, if he gets kicked out of the army, That's not going to look good on his future aplications, it's going to make him look HORRIBLE... so.. i'm worried, for either him dying, being wounded, having a limb blown off, becoming mentally unstable, because admit it, war is fucking scary, but if he doesnt even make the training and he gets kicked out....

Let's just say he's going to have a rough life moving along....

so- Cross yar fingers fer me bro! I honestly want him back in one peice, and with army experiance (full-on) under his belt,
it'll boost up his self esteem...

and yeah, i know not to fret, jeli helped me out when i was thinking of it... when it was really scaring me, So yeah- just saying... I don't want to visit my brother's grave.. not till i'm seventy five, and he's eighty god damn it 83.

sorry fer bringing it up, it's just.. i dunno.. P:

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